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Monday, July 19, 2010

Process journal Day 6

I am supposed to go through my entire body from head to toe and listen to every part.
Well, my chest, under my rib cage and up toward my heart has felt heavy, like the air feels before it rains, all day. I believe it was a premonition that I missed for my friend, for YOU, Nicki. I know youa re angry, but a part of you is hurting too and I hate that for you.

My head feels ok, the back of my head has a funny feeling to it and my eyes are watery so I know I am tired.
My chest is now openly heavy but this is not related to MY life, not directly.
My stomach is ok. Right thigh is tender from cramp
but calves and feet are good.

I do know I am no pulling enough air into my lungs.  I can not breath as deeply as I know I should be able too, so that is a health problem I will add to my list for the good ole doctor!

Other than that... I am...... ok.  Mostly. LOL

1 comment:

  1. Don't worry. I'm fine now. It's just more of the same shit I've been dealing with my whole life. I won't be able to go, anyway. I'll probably be working then so it's good. As long as they aren't conspiring against me for child custody purposes, I'm fine. Can you do a spell to protect me from that?

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